Sometimes dreaming
I wish
That this pain was fake
Keep breathing my angel
The current tide of the storm
These foolish games they play
Its taking its toll
Reach out, call for me
Numbness consumes my insides
The conviction hardly ever notice
I wish
More so, no hopes
Dreams trampled on
You're stronger than they are
I feel so alone
House filled with people
My name they call
Do I even care?
I wish
But you do
A void of existence, like some
Though I feel nothing
Hot tears stream down my
To every broken heart in here,
A toast!
To the cast-offs,
Our Hopes
Our Fears.
Hearts have fallen,
Where angels fear to tread,
On this battlefield of passion,
Our Dying
Our Dead.
Now the war is won and lost,
The deathly fog hangs in the air
The same old walls stand tall and fast,
Love conquers all,
Fear holds it back.
Minutes before,
Two souls dance solo,
Shining through this world war-torn,
They ne'er touch,
But dance till dawn.
When souls are spent,
The dance is done,
Bodies bruised and bent.
Sun rises on crimson fields,
Dancers dead yet one soul kneels
On the grave from which they came.
Stone's last line,
"R.I.P.
Fallen Angel
Crawling in my forlorn appearance
I hide my soul behind these tattered wings
Tattered and broken as they are
Plucked of light, stained in tears and blood.
In quiet despair upon the cold earth
Smeared in dirt I crouch upon my weary knees
And clutched timidly between my fingers
Rests one last jewel of Hope.
A single unblemished plume plucked
From the silver light of dawn
A feathered ray of light from beyond
To illuminate the void that has me bound.
This precious barb of silk
Once lost as I was and forgotten
Blazes now to immerse me in radiant bliss
To wash away the pain, draw me from the abyss.
So now I fade away…
There's a light at the end of the tunnel
But is there a light in my hand shining?
I wish there were a light to guide me
So I wouldn't end up tripping everyday
My knees bloodied with constant falls
And there's nothing to stop the bleeding
Nothing around to ease the pain, but
Pushing on never helped it, I guess
I wear down my hands from picking up
Myself, full of dirt and grime of what had
Tripped me, the same hands that are
Holding my life in a distorted balance
My eyes are weary, though they see
Clearly, they are strained with the false
Hopes and visions of things naught to be
What would the darkness allow me to vie
MASK December 12, 2004 12:16am
Passing thoughts of mind
The blood of feel
And dreaming dreams
Keeps this world real
A distant past
I'd like to think
Is a past familiar
An unknown name
'Mag'nation vast
Our ship will sink
Reversed time peculiar
'Twill end up the same
Futile efforts
To save a place
Throw away all the symbols
Saving a race
Abandoned conclusions
For future chosen
The blood of the old
Is black and frozen
Actions were callen
Fail not again
For the blood of the fallen
Enacts now this sin
And so death is forever
Fiery cold
Smoldering ice
Modestly bold
And buoyantly sinking
To openly conceal
These dying l
ETERNAL PRISONER OF A ONE SIDED LOVE (June 5, 2004)
I'm hiding behind a one sided mirror
I can see you but you don't know I'm here
I've been watching your every move
I just can't believe how hard you've
Tried to pretend I wasn't there
Just to get me out of your hair
I got your message, I won't return
I'll take this experience and use it to learn
That I mean nothing at all to the world
I'm sure you wish that I was just hurled
Off this overcrowded sphere
'Cause no one wants me to stay here
It's okay that you
Think this way
You're probably right
I'll get out of your sight
Take flight
I'll give you your wish
And disappear
I'll
What is this confusion?
These two reflective, clashing
pieces of mirror, so forced together
As if to mock my heart's Love
Two polar opposites
But does even the friendly one,
truly know me?
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